About Me

My name is Andrea. I am 35 yrs. old and I have Bipolar Disorder. I was diaognosed 5 yrs. ago. I have a daily struggle with my mind. I am always emotional and stressed out. I fight my thoughts to stay alive. I live day by day. I take my meds everyday but yet I still fight my mind from consuming me. I am very suicidal. I have been abused all my life and now that all of the abuse is over, my mind abuses me. I have 2-3 episodes a month and I hate myself for being this way. I take on everyone's emotions and they are intensified 100 times more than the other person feels. I stay at home all the time so nobody sets me off. I hope that one day soon their will be a cure for my Disorder. My family does'nt understand me at all. I hope that one day my family will understand the hell that I go through on a daily basis, hopefully before it's too late and I do commit suicide.