About Me

i Am whAt i Am...And As you don't know me you cAn sAy Anything...As you pleAse...but i Am something thAt you'll never be..

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i hAte most:

i hAte that one i love cheAt on me..
i hAte when my love just trown AwAy..
i hAte when i sAd..
i hAte seeing someone i cAre About And knowing i cAn never be with them..
i hAte that i AlwAys fAll in love with people who don't love me bAck..
i hAte thAt the ones who do love me Are the ones i dont love..
i hAte thAt i AlwAys let myself get heArtbroken..
i hAte thAt i AlwAys go bAck to cutting no mAtter how hArd i try not to..
i hAte thAt i get so AttAtched..
i hAte thAt i keep giving my heArt AwAy..
i hAte thAt im so short..
i hAte thAt i eAt so much..
i hAte getting bAckstAbed by A "friend"..
i hAte thAt i cAn't let things go..
i hAte thAt i'm so weAk..
i hAte my school..
i hAte thAt i'm AlwAys lAte..
i hAte when people dont cAll bAck..
i hAte u..so..

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Agnes Monica - Matahariku..

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Kini kau pergi dari hidupku..
Ku harus relakanmu walau aku tak mau..

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Sejenak luluh bergening menjauh pergi..
Tak ada lagi cahaya suci..
Semua nada beranjak aku terdiam sepi..

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Ku bersedih kerna panah cinta menusuk jantungku..
Ucapkan matahariku puisi tentang hidupku..
Tentangku yang tak mampu menaklukan waktu..

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people think they know me..
but they dont not really..
actually i am one of the loneliest..
people in this earth..

i cry sometimes because it hurts..
it does.., to be honest.., i guest u could say that it..
hurts to be me..